euphoria

Rakuli: Mostly just words: My heart wept

A Certain Kind of Loneliness

umustcreate:

You have become addicted
to a certain kind of loneliness.
Shallow time spent in the shadow realm
and you’re overwhelmed with the
feelings you have mainlined.
Curved spine and hugged knees facing
wallpapered walls while grey trees
sway outside your window.
You’re in junkie throes,
shaking to yourself in crowds,
until you can be alone again.
You will never let me close,
just promise me one thing:
you will never overdose.